Several times in the last week I've been in situations, the last of which was Bible study last night, where I was getting God's message LOUD and CLEAR, thank you. Suffice it to say that God has been telling me (in no uncertain terms) to get with the program, that I am messing up spiritually and physically. You want to talk uncomfortable? Try being the only fat person in a room when the lesson turns to the sinful nature and how anything that takes up our thoughts and keeps us from God is a sin....and overeating is everyone's favorite example. You know God's talking to you and you're already squirming in your seat from that....and then everyone in the room is looking at you and trying to look like they're not.
Conviction is not fun, but it will lead to better places, so......convict on, God. I didn't like the feelings I had last night. I really hated them, in fact. I don't ever want them again. So, time to get down to business.